let’s give your eyes something better to look at. you know, other than my face. HAHAHA. jk
well, today i got saved which just makes me feel 100 times luckier than i already am. because james [the best boyfriend in the world] rescued me from this little bitch named rv.
proof that i can bend backwards: i hung out with james and his classmates [which is something i never imagined.] because i know that if i wasn’t up to it, i’d have to force myself to be nice and talk and shit but then, no, i didn’t have to. it was ayt. i like who i am when i’m with him. i swear, i’m like a saint, i’d turn lesbian on my self even. LOL.
you know what? i look at this picture and i remember that night i showed this to you on ym. i remember saving it to show to you and hoping to god that when i showed it to you, you’d mean what you said to me. [i love you too, girlfriend. or it was cute. either] idk, i was soo odd that time. i knew that at first it was just a joke to you and that’s how it was for me but in the middle of everything, i still have trouble deciphering whether if it was real or if it was really just a game.
but i got my answers and i am soo happy that for once, i got what i wanted and this time, it actually feels like something i deserve.
me and james’re really good. we’ve been really good lately. i’ve been coming up with really good alibi’s for the rests, too. they’ve never suspected anything. and god, let’s just keep it that way, k? thanks.
i get to talk to him on the phone almost everyday [when we’re both NOT busy] and i see him at least thrice a week and that’s pretty good considering the fact that the only time we spend is in the car when he picks me up to drop me home which is like, 30 minutes away from his place. i have a hot driver. ya’ll just jealous. lol.
and yeah, things’re just really good. and i really do mean it when i say that i’m falling more inlove with him everyday. [thankyou,god.really.]
school’s been ayt. toshio is the funniest fag in the whole world! i got caught with a cosmopolitan magazine and i had to entertain some guests over the past 2 days, too.
plus i had a rotary interact meeting and review classes at the same time today.
just got home from boxing at waterfront. vip and everything. it was freaking awesome!!! hahaha.
plus the most interesting part of it all was running into james’ car for less than a minute cuz he decided to drop by because he was feeling like a kiss slut and insisted on getting a smooch before he went out with his friends.
i still have some major seducing to do tomorrow and you’ll suffer for sure because YOU CAN’T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT!!!! ;P
seriously. i don’t know what i’d do without you. <3