Somehow I feel like I owe you an apology… it’s not entirely your fault.
Sometimes I forget how lucky I am to have you that I let petty fears get in my way. But in all honesty, you are not that bad.
Maybe it’s just me who never really learned how to deal. Maybe it’s me always putting reasons for things that weren’t meant to be placed a reason to. that didn’t make sense.
So many things I wish I could say but maybe I need to be a bit more careful when I say them.
In due time.