anyways, today, i went to tennis instead. i have no comment on my game today. paulo o. [again] and bayot caught up and watched us play. i was soo happy that bayot was there cuz it’s been so logn and i missed her like hell. plus she’d be leaving in july too and yeah. what’s wrong with you people?! i think i love smiley’s nah. oh well.i went to ayala after that to buy something that i didn’t find.. grr. we ate at mcdonald’s and had a – talk with paulo o. about his lover girl. it was ok, i know he felt bad but we had to tell him before he’d end up regreting everything. lol. people these days.. alwyas looking for a reason to be inlove. it bites. i’m over it. lmao. and i think that’s my most used line. haha. yes,i think it is.
then paulo left to hang with friends and probably reflect on those words that stung. i know he got hit. his eyes. his eyes. lol
so, me and bayot walked around ayala and checked out clothes and shit. it was weird though, cuz bayotis called bayot for a reason. the incapability to act like a girl, yes. lmao. so, you get what i’m trying to say right now. and yeah, people must’ve thought we we’re a couple cuz they kept starring at us in a weird way. weven in the jeepney, i made my boice as loud as possible as to not make te people on it think we were.. yeah, that thing. lol. but yeah, i’m straight. i’m straight.
i had guitar lessons after that and i played what if god was one of us. cute song. lol. i talked to people at celebrity who remembered me from waaay back then. lol. and there was this weird fellow, arch something, who kept shaking my hand and the people were liike, “ma eat al you can gani nah!!” green joke, much? i personally didn’t get it.
my body’s still bruised from yesterday’s trainning. 30 laps, people. 30.
now, i just copied quotes off the net that ima send to people.. eventually. lol
i don’t know why i wanna be wherever he is.
i don’t get why my insides scream whenever he holds my hand or even just looks my way.
i don’t understand why i even like him
or why he’s even on my mind most of the time.
maybe i’m not meant to know why he does this to me.
but the only thing i do know right now is that thinking of him is all i ever need right now.