embracing my 15 minutes of fame

so you know that thing i do where i talk too much and say the wrong things and people get offended? yeah, i did that again. and now i’m like miley cyrus- everyone’s hating on me. well, not really, miley minus everything else. HAHA. and according to facebook i am a die hard lesbian lover who got raped or something. it’s absolutely ridiculous. honestly, if i got hit before, it happened already. i don’t have a problem talking about it because i learned from it and i grew from it. I grew from it enough to know which battles to fight and quite honestly, this isn’t one of those fights.

i just don’t wanna look back on this and be like, “wth that was so stupid i can’t believe i did that.” i have a little bit of me doing that already and i’m sorry but i HAVE to quote this, “two wrongs don’t make a right.” HAHAH. i feel like the biggest loser ever. i proli am one too. always have been one and yk, i don’t care. i’m happy like this.

i already did what i had to do and let’s just leave it at that. from what i know, if i said anything to hurt anyone, i talked it over and cleared things out. that’s all that really matters to me right now. i don’t do drama or scandals or catfights- that’s just not how i function. and like i’ve said so many times already, i just don’t have the time for it.

so THAT’S done. or not.

anywaaaays, i think i had a really good saturday if i sum everything up. i got everything done, i got to SLEEP and i spent time with the family. everything i could wish for in a regular day 🙂

so, i went to school basically for nothing. we didn’t have a single class the whole day! but i got to hang out with alex and we just talked about anything and everything. i kinda get why i can relate to her now and it kinda made me wish that i would’ve gotten to know her better before. it’s nice to know who your friends are.

aside from that, i had a really good conversation with well, someone, and i think it went well. well, i can only hope. I got to explain everything to her and i apologized which was just the right thing to do. she said it was ok but i know that maybe everything’s not completely ok and i won’t force it. she’s knows i’m sorry, she heard my side what else is there to do right?

then i went home and slept the whoooole day cause i was so tired from walking around school getting everything done for monday’s duty. i got assigned in Mantuyong and idk, you tell me. haha. i woke up with a headache and went to ayala with my family to watch This Is It with the siblings while the rents went on their own date. it was cutesy. And even if it’s a saturday and i’m home, i really don’t mind. Me and casey are gonna watch movies the whole night and wake up early for church tomorrow then me and mommy are going out on a date. yey. 🙂