In all honesty, you make me scared. I’m scared that I’m going to feel things I told myself so many times before not to feel. I’m scared that when this is all over- I’m going to feel sorry, I’m going to get hurt and I’m going to be the one feeling like I was never enough because I was never good enough for anybody. But it never seemed to matter before. What scares me the most is that, with you, it’s actually true. I am NOT good enough for you because you’re too good for me. and everybody knows that.
And i swear to all my gods, you give me feelings i thought i would never feel again.
and i love you. i’ll give you that.