Look At Us Now

Look at what we’ve turned into

Both broken pieces lying on the floor

I don’t know you

As much as you do not know me

And it is such a sad place to be

They are such sad things to feel

But the saddest thing is that we cannot heal each other

Not anymore

 

I am so sorry for what I have done to us

But I know that I cannot lie

Because I was such a liar

I lied to myself and in the process I lied to you

But I lied because I loved you

I love you

But I cannot love you the same way

 

Look at what I’ve done to us

I’ve turned all our little dreams and turned them into nightmares

Ghosts that will haunt us at night

And will eventually lead us numb

Because I am so flawed, so ugly, so scared

Never good enough for you or for anyone else

 

Please look at us now and know that we won’t be like this for long

We will OK, not together, but at least OK

You will love again, maybe not with me, but you will love

And your nightmares will be dream comes true

fairy tales, perfect romance novels, wedding tales,

And we will be friends

who shared the best times of our lives together

At one point

But not anymore

One Reply to “Look At Us Now”

  1. You are never flawed. You are the most perfect person I know – the diamond in the rough. You deserve an amazing life – a life full of adventure, full of happiness, full of love. Don’t let anything or anyone get you down.

    Never lose the love you have for everything – for yourself, for others, for success, for adventure, for happiness.

    Follow your dreams, your aspirations, your heart – trust in them. They will take you places you never even thought possible.

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