** Another page of my life.
Today has been really tiring! I mean, I thought that maybe quitting tennis would like, give me more spare time… but it’s the same thing!!! I think I just needed time off today from tennis in the morning and dance in the afternoon. But, I’m dancing tomorrow so, by next week my schedule is gonna be totally bare and I bet ima be craving to play… so, I might as well, do it!
Miguelito is really sick! And it’s so sad cuz we had to attach this plastic thingy to his * toot * so we could get his piss for a wee-wee test. I think he wanted to piss a long time ago but he held it in until they took out the plastic cuz when we did… there was a water fountain that lasted for like, minutes!! J LMAO. I am soo disgusting.
When I came back home, we watched Spiderman to shut Miguel up. LOL. And then, at like, 1:30 I went to Dacay Bldg for my dance practice. We’re finally dancing tomorrow! I’m excited and sort of not. I dunno. Proly it’s cuz I know that no one’s watching me dance again… intawn ang “bata”
Oh yeah, we brought Miguel to the doctor and I saw this Anthony Young, but only cuter look alike… guy pud oiez. La la!! J
I have something I wanna tell ya’ll… so listen up, cuz I’m only gonna let you once.
I’m not stupid nor am I assuming [xtian!!] your actions are trying to tell me that you like me, I’ve been down that road one too many times and I don’t think I can miss it anymore. I can read your actions but I can’t read your heart, that is, if you have one. [dun be hatin] And if what you’re trying to make me feel is fo’ real then, tell it to me… straight to my face cuz I need someone who can stand up to me and tell me the things I need to hear. If they aren’t there… cut the crap cuz I don’t need it right now. And if I can’t feel the same way about you… you’d understand right?! You’d respect me for that right?!
You want to read what’s on my mind. You want to know me more… you want to soo much and I’m not giving it to you. It’s time you learned the way I play… I play a hard game. You down with that?!
Honestly, I still like him… but I can’t and I don’t like him as much as I thought I used to… so, buh–bye.
I loved you.. once.. and never again.
** no one can ever promise you they will never hurt you cuz at one point or another it will happen. The real promise is if the time you spent together will be worth the pain in the end.
** sometimes you just have to walk away to see if the other person will follow.
** remember that when a guy sweeps you off your feet, he is in the perfect position to drop you flat on your butt.
** walking away isn’t the hard part. It’s knowing that you won’t come running after me that hurts the most.
I love you isn’t the greatest thing in the world…