kill the stupid mosquito

guess who just got home from 5 days in the hospital? i did. guess who had dengue? i did. guess who missed the intramurals? i did. and yeah, guess who’s going to prom with mister lumaban? i am.

i think i’m back to my jinxed days. lol. considering how these events have been unfolding, yeah, maybe i am. but hey, i’m home, cured and i can go back to school tomorrow. i just can’t play or shout or do anything issa like though but, i can get through that, i guess. i made lydown for 5 days hell, this should be pretty. haha.

i have candy for sale too. but yeah. candy. :]


no one likes my cancer jokes

never really had the time to update since i had tennis [which i won, then lost] and then cheerdance practice, volleyball and tshirt business to do. i’ve been home for 2 days straight cuz i got sick. it’s either dengue or over fatigue. i don’t mind dengue, really. just not now. lol.

i’m getting ready for school but i just wanted to drop by to let ya’ll know that i’m still partially alive. LOL.


emo title here

i couldn’t go out. only people could come. but today was eventful. not my usual saturday but i guess it was ok. lol.

since cheerdance is coming up and all, yumi, sam and carlow came over to make the actions. see, we’re independent like that. i heard the freshies are hiring a choreographer because they can afford one. kids, you can’t buy talent, that;s what i’ll tell you. now, sue me.

nothing to talk about. heard news from the girls about someone. i don’t care.

noone ever wins

mister torpedo. yeah, little did i know that they make the most damage.

i’m cranky because it’s either i’m mad at the world or the world’s mad at me. the world’s mad at me because i haven’t done anything bad lately. lol. i think.

the way i choose to live my life is my decision. if you think that you can attack me with your stupid slut jokes then, you’re wrong. i’ll be fine without you. you have who you need and well, i’ll find him eventually.

i’m pissed at josh.



i miss the castros

i hate airports. nothing good happens when you go there. there’s always somethimg wromg. it’s either you loose your bag, the cr’s suck or you have to say good bye to people you care about. airports do not send out positive vibes. they break my heart and i hate it when that happens. but it happens all the time.

i didn’t cry when i brought the castros to the port. i was laughing actually. i unno. don’t even ask why. but i guess, it’s easy for me to say good bye to these kind of people. family. i know they’ll be there. i know they’ll come back. not much to even miss, actually if i had to be completely honest but y eah, i will miss those kids.

i miss you, castro

oh nooo

it is soo different with him. i like keeping him to myself and i love the fact that i just know that it’s there. i know i could be wrong about this and hey, i probably am but, i unno. i could stay like this for a while. i guess it’s cuz he’s agressive but he’s not a player. he flirts but not with other girls. i don’t know. i’m not tired of him yet. and i’m not planning to tell anyone who he is.

he’s my dirtty little secret.

i write about you in my notebook everyday it’s not supposed to go this way. </3



it’s just you && me right now

This is morning
That's when I spend the most time
Thinking 'bout what I've given up
This is a warning
When you start the day just to close the curtains
You're thinking 'bout what I've given up

Where are you now?
As I'm swimming through the stereo
I'm writing you a symphony of sound
Where are you now?
As I rearrange the songs again
This mix could burn a hole in anyone
But it was you I was thinking of

I read your letter
The one you left when you broke into my house
Retracing every step you made
And you said you meant it
And there's a piece of me in every single
Second of every single day
But if it's true then tell me how it got this way

Where are you now?
As I'm swimming through the stereo
I'm writing you a symphony of sound
Where are you now?
As I rearrange the songs again
This mix could burn a hole in anyone
But it was you I was thinking of

And I can't get to you
I can't get to you
I can't get to you

Where are you now?
As I'm swimming through the stereo
I conduct a symphony of sound
Where are you now?

As i'm cutting through you track by track
I swear to God this mix could sink the sun
But it was you I was thinking of

And this is my mixed tape for her
It's like I wrote every note
With my own fingers

not even the floor can keep me grounded

i HATE sun valley

dear jesus,

i want my life back! i hate sun valley and i want to go home. no, i want a car. i want to drive now so that i didn’t have to pay 60 bucks on taxi fares just to get around cuz my parents don’t love me enough to bring me around. i hate sembreak 2006. and to think i usuay ive for this time of te year. what’s happening to me?

i guess i’m not alot to show feeings around here. i’m out

kill her before i do

ok, i hate my sister. no, i think i hate the fact that she was born in this timezone more. this time when i am in a stage in my life where it is cruicially essential that i hog the computer at ALL times. fuck pokemon, you know?!


anyways, halloween update:

me and chab are soo last year but hey, can you hate us for that? yeah, we went as fairy princesses. lol.

trick or treating this year was basically bati. it wasn’t like last year where every house had a party and there were tonsa people. this year – it was kinda quiet. not much kids to scare the fuck out of either. haha. ken :p

drinking started aroudn i don’t know. i soo hate keith for giving me that shot of tanduay. i know that was more than a shot, dude! lol.

i guess it started getting exciting once everyone else was drunk but yeah, guess who’s grounded? :>

i like the almost drunk issa. i like her a lot. lol

amen, amen