how am i ever going to survive my junior year of highschool? sigh.
i admit, i only started studying again yeterday (wednesday, i think) and omg, i realized that i needed it badly. ok, so i’ve failed like, a couple tests and seatworks. it’s the first grading. like i care. omg, iss. lmao.
goal for the year: chihuahua.
and i almost forgot 🙁
anyways, mother has evil plans of making me gain weight (fyi: no, i haven’t turned anoxeric/dyslexic or the like, i still could care less about the way i look but, i just think i’m better off without the extra load) and omg, i think it’s working. i hate her so much for enjoying my misery. lmao. whatever, mom.
tomorrow’s a friday (finally) and i have karate or choir. i can’t decide. lmao. there’s nothing to practice man pud and i unno, i wanna sweat tomorrow and have an excuse to change into my PE uniform. 😉
me and carlow made plans to go on a massage thing. and if it doesn’t push through, i swear, i’ll bite him for real this time. lmao. they still hurt as much as before. and they did hurt, right kev?Ü
maybe i’m not wanting it enough.
but i don’t wanna know.
i’d rather find out that i’ll end up huting myself
the old fashioned, ididn’tseeitcoming way.