There is nothing more motivating than knowing that nobody has your back.
There is nothing more fuel burning than knowing that this is my battle and I’m going to do it alone.
It sucks in ways, because I don’t think that anyone believes in me, not even the people who mean the most to me. But well, what am I going to do about people who want to think I’m chicken shit? Prove them wrong.
No one is going to pat you on the back and throw you a bone (or a designer bag) when you do something good but they will magnify, gratify and multiply your flaws.
I was wrong, I know. I’ll fix it. Even if it’s the last thing I do. Just to shut everyone up.
For the first time, I’m looking forward to silence.