I am not mad at you and I never will be
Because let’s face it, we were great together
If anything, I am mad at myself
Because I let you walk all over me
And when we weren’t great, we were terrible
And I always let you get the best of me.
I can never be mad at you
Because for the most part, I am mad at myself
I am so mad at the things I never said,
For things I never got &
For asking for the kind of love you could never give me.
I will never be mad at you
Even when I am screaming and telling you to get away from me
Even if you are not with me
Because I will always be mad at myself
For asking for too much, for loving someone who could not love me
For driving myself here
But fuck it,
Maybe I am mad at you
Because you fucking broke me.
I can’t even finish this.