hey, well, this week has been something. definitely more than a roller coaster ride. it was like having sex for the first time with someone who’s completely bad at it. 😛 lol. not that i’d know or anything but, beats that roller coaster crap 😛
anyways, so about these past weeks. i think you kind of got the picture from all those countless emo entries about how life is a living hell, yaddi yadda ya.. i don’t know what got into my head by posting all those on the WORLD WIDE WEB. maybe i wasn’t thinking. lol
well, i won’t share my story cuz i don’t think it’s worth sharring to a bunch of people who’ll just think i’m as emo as the next guy. not that i care or anything but, it’s personal stuff. just stuff i don’t mind crying and ranting about. lol.
but rjust for the fact of ranting.
yeah, i am fed up. fed up of feeling these things. [see, it’s keeping me from having a guy. lol. jp] i’m fed up of saying one thing and him thinking i meant another. i’m tired of crying and people thinking i need help. well, at times i wouldn’t mind the help and some results, if you must but aside from all that,i’m tired of their drama and thinking that i might kill myself one day. whatever, bitches.
i’m close to fine