every time people find out we’re texting though, i always get a common notion about him. so, i really really don’t know. i don’t wanna base our friendship on other people’s judgements of him though. i was never that kind. and you know me, if you tell me not to touch a live wire, i’d touch it anyway just because i have to find out for myself.

so anyways, it was really stupid cuz like i was saturday drinking with friends and he text messaged me to go home and oddly, i did. i don’t even know why. and when i got home, i felt kinda stupid cuz i listened to him. hahaha. but then it wasn’t that bad. we ended up talking all night and it was just fun, you know? i just won’t let him manipulate me like that next time :))

idk, we’ll see where this goes. he’s really cute though. and i like the fact that he’s constantly trying to hang out with me but then i’d feel bad cuz i never have the time too. just hope he understands that. and aside from that, i heard this really nasty rumor about him that’s kinda making me scared. but apparently, i like getting electricuted so i’ll proli have to keep you posted.

i just remember how hard it is when everything’s starting out. i guess i’m just really scared. but i told myself i wouldn’t let the past affect the future. who knows, this could be something really good.

i think i’m seeing him again tomorrow. can’t wait 😀