my beautiful sem break has officially come to an end and now i have officially been sucked back into this dreadful reality. lol. it’s been a mixture of good and bad since school came back. i don’t know but i noticed that i’m found of weighing things. forgive the habbit ;]
so yeah, the bad:
i actually did fail PHYSICS. i mean who the hell fails physics. I’m so bummed i actually have to take that stupid class AGAIN. i hate this. plus this means i have to go home on my own every MWF. i hate commuting
the good:
i’m in Hannah’s class so at least i won’t be a complete L O S E R
the bad:
school is so tiring
the good:
we’re still on “hsopital” duty so it’s basically us re learning our skills which is a good thing because i heard we actually have to do parentheral procedures and i failed my return demo. and plus i heard we have to de-louse some kids and that’s… bad.
the bad:
i officialy have no life
the good:
i get to concentrate on school.
the good:
MAG CAPPING NAKO!!!! 😀
it’s just so surreal to me that i’m actually going to start working in the community next week basically because, i can’t imagine myself doing something i don’t want to do. sure, i know this whole nursing thing will pay off but it’s not something i see myself doing in the future. I still try to look into the future and it’s always a different picture from the one i’m heading towards now. I want the life i see everytime i close my eyes but with all this nursing, i just don’t have the time to actually seek out for it. then again, maybe it will have it’s own time. i mean, if it’s meant for me, it’s meant for me, right? gaaah. no more drama, please. i need to study 🙁
anyways, i pulled a really bad joke today on keenan and i think he felt really bad about it. this is the first time he actually didn’t talk to me and believe me, i’ve done a lot of really really mean things to him… i can be a total bitch sometimes. but he’ll snap out of it. i think it’s actually kinda dumb about how he reacted. i mean, we do those sort of things ALL the time. i guess he’s just mad he couldn’t get back at me. maybe cuz it was barely impossible since it was in front of the dean. lol.
ok gtg seriously. i love and miss you