I am slowly learning that you can have a million friends but can only count your real friends on one hand. Sometimes it feels like on just one finger.

As I contemplate everything that is going on right now, I try to reminisce on our friendship and I’m beginning to wonder why we ever became friends in the first place. We started out as enemies a very long time ago- I hated you and you hated me. I think about this now and not much has changed in those years of being “friends” after all..

I’m not going to finish this. You are not even worth my anger right now.

God will give me strength. He always does.