you know the sched. lmao.

yes, it’s the weekend and guess who’t not not NOT under house arrest anymore? 😀 yeah, me. the magnificent claps for me. lmao. i have two parties that i have to and want to, of course go to tomorrow. renette’s and nathan and james [joint twin party]. both’re in ayala which’s easy for me for soo many reasons and since it’s at ayala, it means that i can still jhang out with chabel and the others. oh yes, i love. lmao.

and what else? nothing. bye. lmao

hey, here i am blogging again. high school musical tonight and i’m excited. jumping up and down in my chair kind of excited. if it’s a love thinggy, i bet i’ll go to bed tonight feeling terribly miserable at the thought that.. well, single blessedness gets to you or i’m just a really big loser. i know that 🙂 sigh.

ok, i had to ask her where she was looking after taking this pic. what? we have two choices. the screen or  the cam. guess where the smart ass was staring.
 
big babies
 
ok, we basically agreed to stare at the webcam
   
hmp. i’m the dork, she’s the cheerleader :]

again.
 
no, not really. we’re both the fabulous chickletz 1 & 2. where’s chab? namimiga. lmao. joke, chab. love you!

i promise to update in abit

let’s find love inside a matchbox and pretend the fire’ll burn as long as you want it to

second day of class and i’m alread tired. but good thing, it wasn’t to .. helfull. but think about it, it’s always fun on the first days of school. give me one week to start hating it again. i know i eventually will. lmao.

it’s 1:55 am and i’m up, waiting for joshua pierra varela-la to come over and drop over some food and just to hang out. i needed somone tonight. well,i needed someone a few hours ago when i was hyped up on chocolate and ice cream and sugar. i had cherry flavored spit. i know i’m awesome. jp.

3 fishes – 2 = 1 fish that’llbe dead in a few hours

We
hide so we can be found.
We
walk away to see who will follow.
We
cry to see who will wipe away our tears.
And
we let our hearts get broken to see who will come and fix them

my
theory is that
just
maybe
if
i keep my distance
you’ll
start to miss me

Life
is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people that
treat you right, forget about the ones that don’t and believe that everything
happens for a reason. if you get a chance… take it. If it changes your life
then let it. Nobody said it’d be easy, they just promised it would be all worth
it in the end.

So you found out today your life’s not the same, not quite as perfect as
it was yesterday, and I know it hurts and I know it feels torn but you never
gave up this easily before, so why do you choose today to give it all away?

We
live in a teenage wasteland. Feel free to dump your problems.

life
is like photography, you use the negatives to develop

Our
first kiss is the kiss that you will compare all the others to for the rest of
your life.

 The
love you cant have lasts the longest, feels the strongest and hurts the most.

 Life
is 10% of what you make it and 90% of how you take it

 Life
is like a book waiting for you to write it.

Your
dream starts as soon as you wake up

Honesty’s the best policy. But insanity is the best defense

The
past is just a door you forgot to lock.

The
world is one messed up place. And to tell the truth, I like it that way.

“No
one dies a virgin, Life screws us all.”

& our hearts skipped a beat like a scratched CD

I
guess everyone has someone who challenges them, && makes them shoot for
something just beyond their reach. You’re that person for me
–Dawson’s
Creek

Love
is giving someone the ability to hurt you…. but trusting them not to

I
really think I’m gonna go anti-love because skipping heartbeats and butterflies
in your stomach can’t be safe.

Turn
off the lights & turn off the shyness,
‘Coz
all of our moves make up for the silence.
-Fall
Out Boy

i
love you like a rockstar loves his guitar <3

After
all is said and done, I still think you’re amazing. I still cherish every
moment I spent with you, every smile you brought to my face. I’ll be forever
thankful that someone like you was brought into my life, even if you had to be
taken away too soon. See, you were my miracle. You were the fairytale I got to
live. I just want it back….

Yeah,
I’m ok. In a everything’s fucked up kinda way!

I
 Know I Made a lot Of Stupid Mistakes In
My Life But The Biggest One Yet Was Letting Myself Believe that The Guy That
Hurt Me The Most –Wouldn’t Do It Again

The
happiest of people don’t necessarily have the best of everything; they just
make the most of everything that comes their way.

And
no one said it was going to be easy

But
that doesn’t mean we’re gonna give up

Everyday
I’m gonna get up and live. I’m gonna breathe, laugh, and even smile and maybe
one day I’ll have a reason to

She
has everything and more,
Yet
she still brakes down in tears at night,
I
guess there really is more than meets the eye…

During
the day at random times, thoughts of you fill my mind and I picture that smile
you gave me and I swear for that one second — I could barely breathe

In
order to get over your past, you have to start a new beginning

I
don’t want the boy that points at me & says “that’s her.” I want
the boy that will have his arms around me when his boys ask ” so is this the
one your always talking bout?

 I’ve
learned that goodbyes always hurt, pictures never replace having been there,
memories, good and bad, will bring tears and words can never replace feelings.
</3

the worst
thing a guy can do
is make a girl fall for him
with no intention of catching her

Always hold
your head up high,
even if on the inside you’re about to cry.
Pretend that nothing’s wrong at all.
Close your eyes before you fall.
If you can’t see it, it’s not there.
This is life, and it’s not f a i r.

The only
people that could hurt you
are the ones you love, cause if it
wasn’t love you wouldn’t care.

She doesn’t
wanna be your whole world. She just
wants to be a tiny city. Somewhere…  anywhere
on
your map.

it’s those
feelings…
the ones where you get the good kind of goosebumps in 90
weather you sit there thinking about him and you can’t help but smile
whenever you see him, the need to kiss him takes your breath
away you’d rather spend the rest of your life sitting there with him
than winning the lottery or becoming famous
because when you’re there with him, you have everything

As we grow
up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let
us down, probably will. You’ll have your heart broken & you’ll break
others hearts. You’ll blame a new love for things an old love
did. You’ll fight with your best friend, you’ll cry cuz time is flying by,
& you’ll eventually lose somebody you love. So take too many
pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely & love like you’ve never
been hurt cuz every second you spend angry or upset is a second
of happiness you can never get back.

Maybe it’s the
way you grab my hand and hold it or the way you kiss me, or maybe it’s
the way you let me put my arms around you. Maybe it’s the way you look at me
and your smile just makes me melt. Maybe it’s the way we can talk on the
phone for hours about absolutely nothing, but I still feel like I just
had the best conversation of my whole life. Maybe it’s the way that I want to
break down and cry when I think about how you hold me up on a pedestal.
Maybe that’s it … that makes me want to be with you so bad.

i think we
dream so we don`t have to be apart
so long. If we`re in each other`s dreams, we
can be together all the time” — winnie the pooh

You didn’t
intentionally break my heart;
you even said you were sorry, but I cried anyway.
I know the truth that you’re too scared to admit.
You’re with her, &when you look at me,
you can’t remember her name.

That fight. That breakup. Those are the reasons why we are here
now…passing each other in the halls without even saying one word or giving
one glance, and it tears me up inside to think about it being like this
forever.

no matter how dark the sunglasses, i still see you..

Relationships are like racing, when you do it for love you’ve
already won -Racing Stripes

So let’s find a bar. So dark we forget who we are. Where all the
scars from the never’s and maybes die. Let’s go out tonight. -Rosario Dawson
“Mimi Marquez” from Rent

“Girls only want boyfriends with skills. Not num-chuck skills
or computer hacking skills.” -Napoleon Dynamite

can a heart still break ; after it has stopped beating? <3 –The
Corpse Bride–<3

We do not stop playing because we grow old; we grow old because we
stop playing.

The biggest
mistake you can make is to love someone and not tell
him.x0</3

Someone once
asked me where i thought heaven was.
I pointed to him and
said, ‘in his arms’.<3

Everyone is
always asking me what’s wrong…
But I don’t even think it makes any sense…
it’s just…my heart hurts.

Let’s slow
dance
& be the couple
everyone wishes they could be.
Let’s walk in the rain
& hold hands the whole time.
Let’s look at the stars
&& kiss all night
Let’s take it slow..
then speed it up.
Let’s take stupid pictures
&& laugh ’til we can’t breathe
Let’s be friends;
let’s be lovers;
let’s be together . .
you & me

i won a contest – my mascara came down fastest.

take a picture with me,
just so i can see how
cute we could be.

there’s always gonna be that guy,
that no matter what happens between you two,
no matter how long you go without
talking,
you just never stop loving him. <3

i try to fool myself. i try to
pretend  that i want someone
else
but deep down, i know
that
i have always wished for you &&
me

5,388 youths
get arrested.
4219 teenagers get a sexually
transmitted disease.
3610 teens are assaulted..80 are
raped.
2816 teens drop out of school.
1377 teenagers become mothers.
1106 teen girls get an abortion.
1000 adolescents begin drinking
alcohol.
500 adolescents begin using
drugs.
420 children are arrested for
drug use.
6 teens commin suiside
all in 1 day.

THERE ARE ONLY
TWO ABSOULTES iN
LiFE                

         
FRiENDS &&
VODKA             

THE BEST OF TiMES USUALLY INVOLVE
BOTH     

tell him i don’t ever wanna see
him again
tell him he didn’t mean anything to me. tell
him i never loved him. tell him i won’t miss
him at all. but please, don’t tell him i said
all this with tears in my eyes

I hope the next girl you kiss has
something terribly contagious on
her lips

You know, she
really did love you
more than anyone else ; but you
just let her walk into your life
&  walk right back out
Boy, you missed your chance,
because nobody will ever
love you, like that girl did…

When I look into your eyes,
I still go crazy.
That old flame comes
alive again
like it never even went out.

you write such
pretty words. but life’s no story book. love is an excuse to get hurt.

have another
drink & drive yourself home.
i hope there’s ice on all these streets. and
you can think of me when you forget your
seatbelt and then again when your head
goes through the windshield.

your kiss, your
calls, your clutch,
you lips, your lies, your lust..
like the devil’s in your hands.

A Smeared Kiss,
A moment Missed, Aren’t you Upset with this?

so that is how I learned the lesson that everyone is alone. And
your eyes must do some raining if you are ever going to grow. But when crying
don’t help and you can’t compose yourself. It is best to compose a poem, an
honest verse of longing or simple song of hope. That is why I’m singing.

Boys like
you are
the reason they made waterproof mascara.

remember when
you used to sing to me
on the phone? you weren’t that good
but i admit i still kinda miss it

She likes to
party in the backseat
Under the bridge on the Brooklyn side,
Smoking cigerettes in the after glow
Taking bets that the sun won’t rise

Turn down the
static,
We’ll make it clear
Crawl into the backseat,
With the stale taste of beer
Baby, we don’t need music,
We’ll make it all on our own
‘Cause these anthems that we’re making
Are like buying love from a pay phone

Sit down little
girl, the sun is setting slow,
take her hand little boy and tell her all you know.

I’m drowning in
these
feelings && it’s scaring
me to death. Staring at
the ceiling, so many
things I could have said

Because my
mouth
Is wide with laughter
And my throat
Is deep with song,
You do not think
I suffer after
I have held my pain
So long?

let’s drink
this bottle to the very last drop.
tell me what you find at the bottom.
don’t say you forgot what i need.
because i need is you.

when im older
& my little girl asks
me
who my first love
was
i dont want to have to pull
out
the old photo album
i want to be able to
point across the room
& say
” he’s sitting right over there
“*

i’m just a little girl.in this
big ol world. and im stading on thin ice and i’m not moving until you turn
around, look at me and realize that, you belong to me and I belong to you. and
everything you thought before all of this was wrong and it will never be right
cuz i’m your girl. i’mthe one you should be spending forever with

You’re desperate for love and a
sucker for lies

today, june something, i’ve dedicated this day to Laguna Beach. Laguna Beach, iloveyou. Oh god, i’m addicted. lmao. i had 21 episodes now.. three claps for me. clap, clap, clap. yo, yaaaah.

anyways, i’m bored. i’m posting quotes ina bit. mwahmwah