yeah, today. i think i’ll live not remembering it.lmao. except for some part, of course.

so skip skip all the unnecessary, i’ll forget about it,i know stuff. let’s get to the good.

i went to the mall and saw my stc friends. <3 i am whole again.

i ate candy. [even if i’m off limits to it.]

i went on a food trip with with mommy <3 [tacos. mcjoy]

james came over. <3

and i spent some good quality time with papa.

i love too many people today. it’s crazy.

well, i feel like going emo right now but like, i unno. i’m not into it. i don’t wanna be emo. i think  the world’s too beautiful for that.

but then again, i don’t wanna be a hippie chick.

oh pish posh. i don’t care

“look here! look here!”

“look at me!”
“can you do this? that?

argh, seriously. why do kids have to be so.. innocent? lmao. i don’t know what i’m saying really but ok.

well, people were getting drunk yesterday but i couldn’t drink that much because i’d end up getting dizy and tha’s not fun. i’m sick. someone heal me =))

anyways, we’re going out today

so, the field trip wasn’t bad at all. except maybe for the fact that i didn’t bring lunch or that i cut my foot which isn’t pretty. lmao.

i still love the fact that mommy went cuz it was fun. yeah, talking about random people in front of their faces is cool. and not only that, it’s in our genes. lmao.

ohh. i’m feeling dizzy again. damn this.

well, pictures on multiply.

issaplease.multiply.com

hey, kevin’s backin cebu! so that’s what  he meant b y messages. wtf. stupid stupid me. lmao.
well anyways, welcome back, kev. 🙂

school’s been hell again. i’ve been having those oh so common migranes in class again. [i have them again right now] and well, they ain’t pretty. i got a decent grade in my filipino project. i’m proud to tell the world that. *bow*

this friday we have a field trip to Consulacion to plant mangroves. how exciting. well, i’m not really up to it. first of all cuz i don’t think my body is capable of going and second cuz, well, i don’t like the thought of being packed in a bus again. but last time wasn’t soo bad. but i won’t keep my hopes up. lmao. i already told teacher jo that i wasn’t into the field trip, that i don’t think i was physically capable of going but does the bitch listen to me? NOOO.

but at least he’s letting me bring mommy along. that should help. i hate you, jojo.

well, i’m done. bye

i’ve been to busy to update. yeah, i live a busy life.

angie was supposed to come. but she decided to break my heart. it’s ok, i love you too much to hold grudges anyways. you have a way with me, darling love. haha.

i might wake up later to rant. i love this life.<3

i haven’t made an update in such a loong time and yes, it’s making me feel bad. not because i can’t keep certain people updated but because, i think i’ve been shutting myself out from my emotions waay too much lately. but i figured, hey, if it keeps me sane for a little while, i’ll keep doing that. well, at least until i faint from an anxiety attack like last year. i dare to push the limits with myself. i want to see how far i can go without having a nervous breakdown this year. i can’t wait too long.

well, i’ll update more. i swear

when i asked you if you thought i was worth it, i kinda meant, if i was worth the jump. but i guess we’re all just a little too scared. it’s crazy. you don’t love me afterall. so neither do i. </3

and that’s it. i’m done with boys.

field trip:

ok, i know i was being such a brat about the whole situation but somehow, teacher jojo made me shuttup 🙂 he put me beside Yosiyuki Takahashi aka King which wasn’t hell for me. i love teacher jo. lol.

and the trip was boring. and when we got there there really wasnt anything to do really so i guess i was right about the trip all along. lol. but enzo made me laugh my balls off. if i had any, o fcourse. so that was kinda worth it and i took good pictures of that day pud so,  yeah. i’m sorry for throwing my PMS’s at you people. haha

today:

i went to alta vista with chab and nikki cuz we thought they had a match but then turns out doubles competitions are still tomorrow. so, i won’t be able to watch that. sayang.

paolo left today. 🙁

i missed thomas’s party. i’m sorry. so sorry.

but i played tennis with tita marvi and lost. lol.

i’m kinda, lost for words.

<3

god, i wonder where that boy is and if he still remembers that i’m alive or that i’m living on my last few breaths just to hear him finally say that he doesn’t love me.

so yeah, updates tomorrow. pray for me