A lot of times. I cut, alot.
Most of the time, i only cut to somehow redirect all the overwhelming emotions I feel but yk, there are days when I just feel like “one day, I’m gonna have it in me to dig it a little big deeper and end all of this.”
That doesn’t happen that often anymore. I t used to when Alvin used to be in the picture. But I’ve happily burned that bridge.
you sound like you’ve grown alot and have traveled well within your soul. i’m glad for this and will be looking forward to the next batch of posts.
don’t waste your precious face and life like that, babygirl. you’ve got too much to do and see