is it just me but is this friday night turning into a very terrible one. am i being superstitious? [with my title and everything] or is everyone else’s day sucks as much as mine.
nothing can beat my day.
well, then again, i exagerate.
i’m too ashamed to tell anyone but i’m feeling very bratty tonight. it’s a friday but i’m not with James. i’m home, making my accounting project cuz our workers had to stay overtime and lander wouldn’t let james come. and it’s early 9 but everyone’s gone. talk about over time. 🙁
this means i’m only going to see him for 1 day in a whole week. at church. that just sucks ass. i need him for more than a few hours at church [which he might not even go to!] and it just can’t be at church.
i’m going to go through another withdrawal. i swear. i can FEEL IT!
i hate today for so many other pointless reasons, too. but right now, mostly because we cannot stop fighting. perhaps it’s my PMS but he just said that i have a bad attitude. i know he meant it. <//3
i’m crying. 2nd day in a row.
i want to drown.