i hate this

you know that feeling you get when you leave and it’s not a big deal? or someone makes you feel like it’s not a big deal?

no, well THANKS FOR MAKING ME FEEL THIS WAY.

whatever.

well, i miss james tonight. but then again, i always miss him.

i wish i could tell him that. i wish i could tell him that i still love him and i wish he’s having a good life without me cuz despite how rad my life is right now, i would give it all up to be with him again. </3

i’m so broken with or without him, it’s so hard.

i wonder what i did wrong in our relationship. what i could’ve done to save it.

i just really wish things were back to normal.

i love you james. please don’t forget that. you know you’ll always be the guy for me.