someone save me

well, i haven’t gone to ayala for the second week. yey me. sigh.

miguel’s at the hospital right now on a counta UTI. and i thought only girl’s could have that. maybe he isn’t a boy afterall. please god, no. i stayed there friday night to help watch over but i had to come home saturday morning to makes fucking projects. fyi: i’m not even half done and i’m passing everything on monday. om my fucker.

i’m hellah tied right now and i’ve been passing time by googling. i searched for my name and soo far, i’ve find a good 5 sites with my name in it.lmao. just for links to my xanga and multiply or the like and in janna’s xanga pud. i feel loved. jan, if you’re reading this, i still have slightly curly hair. lmao.

so yeah, ima go now. nothing to talk about really. erm.. maybe just the thought that SOMEONE is really getting on my nerves now.

Let This Go
by Paramore
album: All We Know Is Falling (2005)

maybe if my heart stops beating
it wont hurt this much
and never will I have to
answer again to anyone

please don’t get me wrong
because I’ll never let this go
but I can’t find the words to tell you
I don’t want to be alone
but now I feel like I don’t know you oh

one day you’ll get sick of
saying that everything’s alright
and by then I’m sure ill be
pretending just like I am tonight

please don’t get me wrong
because I’ll never let this go
but I can’t find the words to tell you
I don’t want to be alone
but now I feel like I don’t know you oh

let this go
let this go

ill never let this go
but I cant find the words to tell you
I don’t want to be alone
but now I feel like I don’t know you

and I’ll never let this go
but I can’t find the words to tell you
that now I feel like I don’t know you

^ that’s by paramore and omg, i soo fucking love them <3