Thanks, but NO THANKS

I HAVE NEVER BEEN REJECTED SO MANY TIMES IN MY LIFE!!!


and i honestly hate it. and wtf, who wouldn’t?

Ok, so today was my second day of duty in Subangdaku [i love saying it!] and i hated it so much! Yesterday, sir Geñoso said that we’d only have to give a lecture to pre-school kids about the importance of hygiene. We allotted 3 hours of preparation for a 30 minute class which is really stupid but we’re lazy people so whatever plus, we really had no say in the matter cuz we’re only 5 second year students grouped with 14 third years who bore the hell out of me and have no personalities! If it was just us second years i know i would be doing a better job compared to my performance now…

ANYWAYS, so i was assigned to bring a CD player since i was in the sound something committee. But this morning before going to school, my papa told me to LEAVE the player cuz it wouldn’t work! So naturally i freaked out because… well, you have a brain, use it why don’t you? It was really hard to find a cd player at such short notice, so i texted one of the third years and she said it was OK cuz someone else was bringing speakers. Ok, they could’ve at least told me in advance!!! I mean, what if i went to the community with the player only to find out they were gonna use an iPod. GEEZ. and they have my number! i really hate them for that.

So i got to the health center and suddenly it’s a NEW instructor who changed everything and made us do a home visit and somehow convince them to come with us with their kids to learn about hygiene. I mean, these people may be poor but they have lives! you don’t just expect them to drop what they’re doing to teach their kids how to wash their hands, do you? I mean, sometimes a lot of these things don’t make sense to me. Sometimes people can be very inconsiderate and it pisses me off gyud. rar!

And since we had to do it in 45 minutes, all 19 of us were racing plus we use the buddy system so it’s time consuming. Point is that, i kept going up to different mothers asking if i could interview them and i kept getting the same answer- NO. i wanted to cry because NO ONE HARDLY SAYS NO TO ME 🙁 [ok that sounded bratty] but really. UGGGH!!! And the worst thing is, we had to have our pictures taken with the family that we interviewed and invited. I got so desperate, i got an 11 year old boy and told him to tell people he was 6 if anyone asked and used him and his mom. 😐

i felt bad for the mom though cuz she’s a single mother of three who only finished the 4th grade. she collects garbage and washes clothes for a living and only makes 80 pesos the most a day which is less than my allowance per day. i get 250 for crying out loud and sometimes that’s not even enough for myself 🙁 And to top it all off, she’s had a cyst of her breast for over 10 years now and she’s too scared to go to the doctor. i feel for these people. i just can’t believe people actually live like that. She doesn’t even have electricity and her meals consist of rice and salt on a regular basis. sometimes fish if she’s lucky 🙁 i’m really thankful i don’t live like that and i really do wanna help them. hoo humm

moving on…. i hate MRS. YGNACIO. she looks like this:

i’m not even kidding.

53 Replies to “Thanks, but NO THANKS”

  1. If someone says no, if you smile and persist rather than look rushed or desperate, sometimes they will give in ^^. But most of the time they’ll say no and leave it there hahaha. Cmon, if someone asked to interview you, would YOU like to be interviewed? Well maybe yes but I wouldn’t hahahaha!!>_<;; feel sorry for the single mother of 3 though :/…I hope her kids are well fed. Is there no welfare help in malaysia though?

  2. If someone says no, if you smile and persist rather than look rushed or desperate, sometimes they will give in ^^. But most of the time they’ll say no and leave it there hahaha. Cmon, if someone asked to interview you, would YOU like to be interviewed? Well maybe yes but I wouldn’t hahahaha!!>_<;; feel sorry for the single mother of 3 though :/…I hope her kids are well fed. Is there no welfare help in malaysia though?

  3. @whoosh90 – haha yeah, why not? i’ve always wanted to go to the UK anyways! 😀 haha. but once i get all my stuff done. hopefully in 3 years! so you’ll have to keep in touch with me for THAT long. i feel sorry for you :))

  4. @whoosh90 – haha yeah, why not? i’ve always wanted to go to the UK anyways! 😀 haha. but once i get all my stuff done. hopefully in 3 years! so you’ll have to keep in touch with me for THAT long. i feel sorry for you :))

  5. @Aa_bEbE_pHaT_aA – ^^;; do you mean it’s a rarely used term or just nobody’s used it for you before? Hahahahaha lazy girl not taking a bath is not lovely XD it’s ICKY O_O;; dirtyyyyy haha. Can’t you go out shopping without taking a bath first though? I love taking showers when im in HK though >_<;; it’s so humid and sweaty there T_T;;…feeling clean is very nice hahaha.

  6. @Aa_bEbE_pHaT_aA – ^^;; do you mean it’s a rarely used term or just nobody’s used it for you before? Hahahahaha lazy girl not taking a bath is not lovely XD it’s ICKY O_O;; dirtyyyyy haha. Can’t you go out shopping without taking a bath first though? I love taking showers when im in HK though >_<;; it’s so humid and sweaty there T_T;;…feeling clean is very nice hahaha.

  7. @whoosh90 – well it’s really hot here so if you don’t take a bath then… yeah. proli like Hk but i haven’t been there yet so i really wouldn’t know. my mom has though, i can ask her if it’s pretty much the same.lol. and no one uses that term. it’s just not… common here.

  8. @whoosh90 – well it’s really hot here so if you don’t take a bath then… yeah. proli like Hk but i haven’t been there yet so i really wouldn’t know. my mom has though, i can ask her if it’s pretty much the same.lol. and no one uses that term. it’s just not… common here.

  9. @Aa_bEbE_pHaT_aA – Yeah :/ I can imagine. I go everywhere in t-shirt and shorts in HK hahaha it’s just too hot to wear jeans anywhere, and it’s like…have to wash them after wearing them once T_T;;. BLEH. But I do love the sun ^____^!!Oh okays. Well imma use it on you lovely Issa :D!

  10. @Aa_bEbE_pHaT_aA – Yeah :/ I can imagine. I go everywhere in t-shirt and shorts in HK hahaha it’s just too hot to wear jeans anywhere, and it’s like…have to wash them after wearing them once T_T;;. BLEH. But I do love the sun ^____^!!Oh okays. Well imma use it on you lovely Issa :D!

  11. @whoosh90 – HAHAHAHA lovely. it sounds so foreign gyud! :)) [btw, gyud is just a term here. idk how to explain it in case you were wondering.]and i love the sun too! here, if you’re dark.. you’re not as pretty as the white girls. soo.. ugh. but i don’t care. i could get whiter if i wanted to but i’m a sun child. 

  12. @whoosh90 – HAHAHAHA lovely. it sounds so foreign gyud! :)) [btw, gyud is just a term here. idk how to explain it in case you were wondering.]and i love the sun too! here, if you’re dark.. you’re not as pretty as the white girls. soo.. ugh. but i don’t care. i could get whiter if i wanted to but i’m a sun child. 

  13. @Aa_bEbE_pHaT_aA – ^^;; maybe it’s very british hahaha. I guess gyud is kinda like “la” or “lor” in cantonese haha, it’s just randomly used at the end of a sentence to add expression and it has NO meaning whatsoever XD.Hehe glad you’re happy with your tan! I think it’s really stupid when white girls want to get tanned, and coloured girls want to get pale, it’s just STUPID. And also I’m sure you’re prettiest anyways even if you’re dark ^_^!

  14. @whoosh90 – la? ok, wanna trade? i’ll say la, you sad gyud! :))i know! i hate that! my mom wanted me to get lighter so i can join a beauty thing and i was like, “ONE: I DO NOT EVER WANT TO JOIN A BEAUTY CONTEST and TWO: THERE IS NO WAY IN HELL I’M GOING TO DO THAT JUST FOR A BEAUTY CONTEST!”stupid stupid stupid

  15. @whoosh90 – la? ok, wanna trade? i’ll say la, you sad gyud! :))i know! i hate that! my mom wanted me to get lighter so i can join a beauty thing and i was like, “ONE: I DO NOT EVER WANT TO JOIN A BEAUTY CONTEST and TWO: THERE IS NO WAY IN HELL I’M GOING TO DO THAT JUST FOR A BEAUTY CONTEST!”stupid stupid stupid

  16. @Aa_bEbE_pHaT_aA – Hahaha sure let’s trade gyud! XD.LOOOOOOOOOOOOOL that’s so jokes of your mom!! Hahaha I think you look really beautiful just as you are :). I have no idea why your mom would want to make you any lighter ^^;; you’d be like a stick eeeek! PUFFFFFFFFFF *blows you over* hahaha =).

  17. @Aa_bEbE_pHaT_aA – OHHHHHHHHHHH that kind of lighter!! I was gonna say you’re so slim already gyud!! I think you look perfect as you are though :3 please don’t change ^_^.Hahaha you didn’t use la perfectly. There are a few uses for la (la) XD. I guess you use it after a statement la. “You used gyud perfectly” would be more suited for “You used gyud perfectly ar!!”It’s so hard to explain how you use them lor (._.);;…

  18. @Aa_bEbE_pHaT_aA – Seriously gyud? I should use it everywhere gyud? Hahaha gyud!! XD (gyud)! Hahahahaha XD that song made PERFECT sense XD you just made me laugh so hard!!! ^____^ “I’m a pirate lor” makes complete sense hahahaha XD!!! SING IT IN YOUR NEXT VIDEO BLOG! 😀

  19. @Aa_bEbE_pHaT_aA – Hahaha yeah it really did make sense gyud! I don’t know what la and lor are XD they’re just used as random sounds at the end in the sentence to add emotional value I guess? I DNO T_T;;!! ^^;; sorry!! Is bai mate? :/? I just say BAI instead of BYE cos it looks silly XD.

  20. @whoosh90 – hahaha yeah, that’s what it means basically >p like i call my friends bai all the time. well, it’s really meant for boys though. like, bai is between guys and dai is for girls. but i don’t like being called dai cuz i hate how it sounds! :))maybe La or lor is gyud for us except you don’t use it the same way?you know, maybe i should move there so all of this won’t be so CONFUSING!! HAHA

  21. @whoosh90 – hahaha yeah, that’s what it means basically >p like i call my friends bai all the time. well, it’s really meant for boys though. like, bai is between guys and dai is for girls. but i don’t like being called dai cuz i hate how it sounds! :))maybe La or lor is gyud for us except you don’t use it the same way?you know, maybe i should move there so all of this won’t be so CONFUSING!! HAHA

  22. @Aa_bEbE_pHaT_aA – Hehe and Dai you shall be!! XD Hi dai! How are you? :3.Hmmm yeah maybe! La and lor only work in different situations I guess ^^;; it just SOUNDS wrong when you use it in the wrong situation hahaha.Mmm, well la and lor are in cantonese, if you moved to the UK you still wouldn’t learn how to use them ^^;;. You should totally move her just ANYWAYS though hahaha :3.

  23. @Aa_bEbE_pHaT_aA – Hehe and Dai you shall be!! XD Hi dai! How are you? :3.Hmmm yeah maybe! La and lor only work in different situations I guess ^^;; it just SOUNDS wrong when you use it in the wrong situation hahaha.Mmm, well la and lor are in cantonese, if you moved to the UK you still wouldn’t learn how to use them ^^;;. You should totally move her just ANYWAYS though hahaha :3.

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