The days that turned my life into something i can’t define
hey, well, this week has been something. definitely more than a roller coaster ride. it was like having sex for the first time with someone who’s completely bad at it. 😛 lol. not that i’d know or anything but, beats that roller coaster crap 😛
anyways, so about these past weeks. i think you kind of got the picture from all those countless emo entries about how life is a living hell, yaddi yadda ya.. i don’t know what got into my head by posting all those on the WORLD WIDE WEB. maybe i wasn’t thinking. lol
well, i won’t share my story cuz i don’t think it’s worth sharring to a bunch of people who’ll just think i’m as emo as the next guy. not that i care or anything but, it’s personal stuff. just stuff i don’t mind crying and ranting about. lol.
but rjust for the fact of ranting.
yeah, i am fed up. fed up of feeling these things. [see, it’s keeping me from having a guy. lol. jp] i’m fed up of saying one thing and him thinking i meant another. i’m tired of crying and people thinking i need help. well, at times i wouldn’t mind the help and some results, if you must but aside from all that,i’m tired of their drama and thinking that i might kill myself one day. whatever, bitches.
i’m close to fine
hi iss!err.. sorry, havent been here in a while ;)anyway, yeah, if you need anyone to talk to, im here too :)i ‘more or less’ understand what your going through i guess…my parents are in the early stages :Pjust umm.. yeah, dont hurt yourself 😉 there are still people out ther that care :)that includes me :D(some news: i MIGHT be coming back here in a year, take a first course here, then i can choose to go to switz, or anywhere(maybe australia… or US) else after and go university. yay:D )
hi iss!err.. sorry, havent been here in a while ;)anyway, yeah, if you need anyone to talk to, im here too :)i ‘more or less’ understand what your going through i guess…my parents are in the early stages :Pjust umm.. yeah, dont hurt yourself 😉 there are still people out ther that care :)that includes me :D(some news: i MIGHT be coming back here in a year, take a first course here, then i can choose to go to switz, or anywhere(maybe australia… or US) else after and go university. yay:D )