there are just some things i wish i never knew …

i always needed time on my own
I never thought I’d need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I’m alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you’re gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you’re gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I’ve never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
i love the things that you do

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you’re gone

i like that song. well, i like the parts that i highlighted anyways. lo. so yeah, that’s why i posted it.
so james can read it and wa lang. buot man tawn ka oie.

it’s a tuesday today and it’s been 2 days since i haven’t been able to eat lunch [no, i’m NOT trying to be anorexic] cuz i’ve been soo busy at school with our marriage booth arrangements for sunday plus i had to study for a stupid THE test and then i have chior practice right after lunch break so i’m basically packed and i don’t have time for lunch. but when i think about it, it’s kind of a good thing,. that was i get to save AND loose weight. [omg, it’s like my dream come true! harhar]

blast from the past

this years marriage booth is gonna kick last years marriage booths ASS!! lol.

so aside from what’s keeping me busy, i would just like to take a few lines of my glorious blog to brag about the fruits of my labor and the results of NOT STUDYING IN SUN VALLEY!!

english – 90/115 [pretty good, actually since i didn’t study much]
physics – 152/ 170 [ranked 3rd in class]
economics – 105/ 120 [4th. just 4th. i was supposed to get first then i changed most of my answers so now i’m just 4th. just FUCKING 4th

]
THE – 108 / 130 [and i would’ve gotten 112 but GOD, i CANNOT SPELL TO SAVE MY OWN LIFE]
accounting – 86/ 110 [i don’t know how much i ranked on this test but i know i didn’t do well on this one. i just did enough to pass. didn’t finish get to finish my test. sheeesh.]

so far that’s all i know. i’ll update on that.

so what prize do i want for this one? hmmm. i do not know. asking if me and james can be official is kinda too much to ask for for the first grading. i need a whole school year of good grades to get that. but if it wasn’t too much, i would. i really would.