what kind of fuckery is this?
i swear to god i want to shatter into a million tiny pieces. what’s wrong with today???
kevin said it has to do with yin yan or something but i we both know that isn’t true. if it was though i hope my mornings are fucked up everyday and my nights are awesome. i hate it when i have to go home and eventually go to sleep while everything’s fucked up. i prefer sleeping knowing that despite all the shit i’ve been going through i still have a reason to smile. or maybe i’m just gay.. yeah?
so ok, this is a product of boredom right here, biyatch.
i am bad at singing. sue me.
pardon the mustache, pardon the big glasses, pardon the bad singing. Pardon me, I love you.
i didn’t get to see justin today. i don’t know how i feel about that. pretty pissed bitaw. whatever.
i swear if you weren’t pretty i would loathe you. hahaha.
i secretly hate keenan samsuya’s gay brother now because cuz of him, he now has the best iPod in the world. and if his gay brother didn’t have an ipod, neither would he and if keenan didn’t have an ipod, i wouldn’t have heard the song forever and always which i just sang. and if i didn’t hear it, i wouldn’t be wasting my Logic classes listening to that one song. so now i hate his gay brother because it’s HIS fault why i am addicted to this song.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KZetSrTahok
Once upon a time
I believe it was a Tuesday
When I caught your eye
We caught onto something
I hold onto the night
You looked me in the eye
And told me you loved me
Were you just kidding?
Cause it seems to me
This thing is breaking down
We almost never speak
I dont feel welcome anymore
Baby what happened
Please tell me cause one second it was perfect
Now youre halfway out the door
And I stare, at the phone
He still, hasnt called
And you feel so low you cant feel, nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said
Forever and always
Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when youre here and it rains when youre gone
Cause I was there when you said
Forever and always
Was I out of line? Did I say something way to honest?
Did you run and hide like a scared little boy?
I looked into your eyes, thought I knew you for a minute
Now Im not so sure
So heres to everything
Coming down to nothing
Heres to silence
That cuts me to the core
Where is this going?
Thought I knew for a minute but I dont anymore
And I stare, at the phone
He still, hasnt called
And you feel so low you cant feel, nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said
Forever and always
Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when youre here and it rains when youre gone
Cause I was there when you said
Forever and always
Did you mean it baby?
I dont think so
Back up, baby back up
Did you forget everything?
Back up, baby back up
Did you forget everything?
Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when youre here and it rains when youre gone
Cause I was there when you said
Forever and always
And I stare, at the phone
He still, hasnt called
And you feel so low you cant feel, nothing at all
And you flashback to when we said
Forever and always
And it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when youre here and it rains when youre gone
Cause I was there when you said
Forever and always
You didnt mean it baby
He said forever and always
every.single.word.
dear god, i hope i have a good day tomorrow because lately you’ve been giving me shit. 🙁
it’s been sooo hard </3 </3 </3
