hey you, i’m on talking to you on the phone right now. i can’t say it out loud cuz my grandparents are here but…
haha. for some reason, marriage talk doesn’t bother you, noh?
well, i got to spend time with you for like, less than 30 minutes today. and honestly, when you left, i felt tears filling up my eyes cuz you already know this. you already know that i miss you terribly and the time we get to spend together just feels like it isn’t enough. when you leave, it feels like i’m all alone again like, anyone can just hurt me. i feel vulnerable again and i just hate that feeling. i hate school now because it just means that i can’t be with you as much as i want to anymore. I try to tell myself that i shouldn’t make a big deal out of it. i try to tell myself that i shouldn’t think of you too much because in the end i might wake up just to find out that it was just me the whole time. it was just me thinking about you, missing you, wanting you, needing you. but no matter how much i tell myself that, it still turns out the same way. i still find myself constantly thinking about you. i find myself dying to reply during class hours, i find myself writting little i miss you notes on my notebooks and hand and i find myself rushing to get home so i can finally talk to you. i miss you. [my eyes are watering up right now]
yes honey, i’m whipped.
but then i guess life requires you to look on the bright side.
at least i got to see you today.
at least i got to kiss you today.
at least i got to talk to you,
at least i heard you say that you love me
and at least i know that you love me the way that i love you.
bik, i miss you. i miss you soo much. i miss spending days at a time with you. i miss running away with you and being in our own little world together. it’s only been a few days since school’s started but yeah, i simply just can’t live without you anymore.
SO COME VISIT ME AT SCHOOL AND BRING ME FOOD. haha. jk.
but seriously. when i was at church, i did feel like crying. i mean, i was happy because i got to be with you but yeah, if i could have things my way, if i could, i’d keep you the whole day and we’d just runaway together. and we’d do whatever we’d want to cuz bitch, we’re cool like that. HAHA.
bitaw oie. i’m just not used to it. but honestly? i don’t ever wanna get used to not seeing you. i mean, i do wanna miss you but i don’t want this feeling to be constant. i don’t want you to slip away from me. i don’t want to not be there for you or with you.
ask me what i want…
i want you. i want you forever. i want you to look me in the eye one day and tell me that you love me and that you miss me and that i’ll be the only girl you’ll ever want to be with -ever.i want you to tell me that noone can ever take my place and that you can’t live without me. and i want you to mean it. i want you to make me weak. i want to lay in your arms. i want you soo much. <33
if i could have any guy in the world, if i could be with the hottest, the richest, the most powerful guy in the world – i would. i’d pick you in an instant. why? you might think that you aren’t all these things but you are. well, you make me feel like i am.
i don’t wanna be a princess if you won’t be my prince.
So tired of broken hearts and losing at this game
Before I start this dance
I take a chance in telling you
I want more than just romance
You are my destiny, I can’t let go baby can’t you see
Cupid please take your aim at me
Chorus:
Cherish the thought
Of always having you here by my side (oh baby I)
Cherish the joy
You keep bringing it into my life (I’m always singing it)
Cherish your strength
You got the power to make me feel good (and baby I)
Perish the thought
Of ever leaving, I never would
I was never satisfied with casual encounters
I can’t hide my need for two hearts that bleed with burning love
That’s the way it’s got to be
Romeo and Juliet, they never felt this way I bet
So don’t underestimate my point of view
Who? You! Can’t get away I won’t let you
Who? You! I could never forget to
Cherish is the word I use to remind me of your love
Give me faith give me joy, my boy
I will always cherish you
cherish; madonna
The sky is falling
And it’s early in the morning
But it’s ok somehow
I spilt my coffee, it went
All over your clothes
I gotta wear mine now
And im always, always,always late
And my hair’s a mess,
Even when it’s straight
But so what,
I’m better off everyday
When i’m standing in the pouring rain, I dont mind
I think of you and everythings alright
I used to think i had it good
But now i know that i misunderstood
With you I’d say, i’m better off in every way
My friends keep callin’
They say, they say im stallin’
And they wanna meet you now
I tell them hell no, i say
We’re tryin’ to lay low
Don’t wanna lose what i’ve found
Things are finally, finally lookin’ up
Oh my feet are on the ground
Even though im stuck
Things are finally, finally lookin’ up
Oh my feet are on the ground
Even though im stuck
Even though im stuck
Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
Closer to where I’ve started
Chasing after you
I’m falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I’ve held onto
I’m standing here until you make me move
I’m hanging by a moment here with you
Forgetting all I’m lacking
Completely incomplete
I’ll take your invitation
IF You take all of me
There’s nothing else to lose
Nothing ELSE to find
There’s nothing in the world
That could change my mind
There is nothing else…
There is nothing else…
There is nothing else
Lately I’m alright
And lately I’m not scared
I’ve figured out
That what you do to me feels like
I’m floating on air
I don’t need to know right now
All I know is I believe
In the very thing that got us here
And now I can’t leave
Say anything, but say what you mean
’cause I’m caught in suspension
Now,
I’m wanting this for sure
And I’ll beg for nothing more
I’ll plan all day and drive all night
You’ll love what’s in store
I can’t seem to stop this now
Even if it’s not so clear
And I’ll take what I can get
If you want me here (If you want me here)
Say anything, but say what you mean.
When you whisper you want this
Your eyes tell the same
We are gaining speed
I can barely breathe
’cause I’m caught in suspension
It’s enough for me to get excited
It’s enough for me to feel…woooooah ooooh oh oh oh
We are gaining speed (suspension)
I can barely breathe (Oh, please say what you mean)
I’m caught in suspension (suspension)
I’m caught in suspension
Say (say) anything (suspension)
But say what you mean (Oh, please say what you mean)
I’m caught in suspension (suspension)
I’m caught in suspension
You let me know that you love me
it`s the way that you kiss me
You let me know that you miss me
And nobody`s gonna take me from
You got, you got,you got me
Going crazy I`m caught up
I don`t know what to do
You got,you got, you got me
(And all you gotta do is) call me
I`ll be there in a hurry
You make me feel special
I`m on top of the world when I`m next to you (you)
I just wanna cares you
Ilove all the things that you do
I`m right here I ain`t going no where cause
I know it`s hard for you to see
That boy your the only one for me
Then we wouldnt have to wait so long
And wouldnt it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong
You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together
Wouldnt it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through
Happy times together weve been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldnt it be nice
Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldnt be a single thing we couldnt do
We could be married
And then wed be happy
Wouldnt it be nice
You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldnt it be nice
My love for you will never end
Youll always be a part of me
As long as time keeps
On passing by
Youll always be my baby boy.
Everytime I look at you,
I cant believe
Ive found a love so true (and)
I took my time to put
My trust in you
I must admit it was so hard to do
And every minute that i
Spend with you
You make me believe i
Have nothing to loose and
Deep down I always knew
That you would be mine
-baby boy; big brovaz
you’re crazy but i love you :]
i LOVE you
i LOVE you SOO much
and
i don’t know what i’d do without you
i MISS you
i MISS you SOO fucking much
and everyday just feels longer when i’m not with you
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