it might not be all that bad

i have a boyfriend i hardly talk to. but that’s ok. maybe we’re just both digesting it. i don’t think i like him as much as i’m supposed to but sometimes i feel like i’m obliged to like him and care for him because he’s my boyfriend and only that. i constantly hear him say that he doesn’t care. “I don’t care whatever you do babe as long as you don’t cheat on me.” so i don’t know if i like it or if i don’t but the point is, i don’t want him to not care completely. i would appreciate it if i got a where are you once in a while or a what are you planning to do.

i know i never should’ve rushed into this relationship. issa, you NEVER learn.