just cuz i’m feeling soo goddamn blessed right now <3
The perfect words never crossed my mind,
’cause there was nothing in there but you,
I felt every ounce of me screaming out,
But the sound was trapped deep in me,
All I wanted just sped right past me,
While I was rooted fast to the earth,
I could be stuck here for a thousand years,
Without your arms to drag me out,
There you are standing right in front of me (x2)
All this fear falls away to leave me naked,
Hold me close cause I need you to guide me to safety
No I won’t wait forever(2x)
In the confusion and the aftermath,
You are my signal fire,
The only resolution and the only joy,
Is the faint spark of forgiveness in your eyes,
There you are standing right in front of me (x2)
All this fear falls away to leave me naked,
Hold me close cause I need you to guide me to safety,
There you are standing right in front of me (x2)
All this fear falls away to leave me naked,
Hold me close cause I need you to guide me to safety,
No I won’t wait forever(x3)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I7taFtKZEDA
i’d live even if the whole world wasn’t paying sympathy for my misery. believe me, i will.
right now all i want to do is to write down how blessed i am to have someone who puts up with me and who has to suffer with my careless blows.
yes, PMS. i’m one might roller coaster ride.
and i just wanna say that i’m REALLY REALLY terribly sorry for being a bitch to you.
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crying makes you feel better.
letting someone know you cried and see her eyes water up when you cry makes you feel better.
he makes me feel better. <3
i made james mad today. and i can’t get over it. and the scary part is, if he didn’t get mad at me or if he just put up with my whinning then i wouldn’t have snapped out of whatever daze i was in and i wouldn’t stop being a bitch either.
it’s funny how he knocked me down and then picked me up again. idk. don’t try to figure that out.
and wa lang, i just realized that i can’t be a selfish bitch anymore and that i shouldn’t expect everyone to spoil me when i’m feeling bad. i guess i needed a reality check and he gave me that and i just feel blessed.
no more crying issa, ok?
but yeah, i’m still guilty about what i did and how i treated him. was i really mean to you?
iloveyou, boy. take care of me. i need you more than you think i do.
