mistakes mistakes

when we got together, i told myself that this time it would be different. i told myself that i didn’t want to put you in the same situation you’ve found yourself in with each and every person you’ve been with before you met me. You were so fond of telling me where you were and what you were doing and sometimes you’d drag me in on that and ask me to wait for you because somehow, it made you feel a little bit more special than i already make you feel.

but when you’d ask me for permission, i would tell you not to. i would tell you that you could go on and do whatever you want as long as you give me a heads up and i wouldn’t ask any questions, i wouldn’t approve or disapprove because it’s your life and i don’t wanna be that person who tells you what you can and can’t do. i did that because i wanted you to have your freedom. i wanted you to enjoy because being with someone doesn’t mean you can’t do what you used to do. but mostly, and honestly, i did that because i didn’t want you to do the same thing with me…

but now, things have changed