something to make you feel better. But i dont think anything i do or
say right now is gonna change anything. And im afraid saying the guy
was a total jerk would offend you, but he couldnt have been that much
of a jerk, you loved him, and you had your reason to, and well, i dont
know the guy to well either.
I didnt think it’d turn out this way.
know what? forget that, the guy IS a jerk, a jerk i always thought was
the luckiest guy to have your heart. But he goes ahead and crushes it.
Its not your fault, the guy can only see what he wanted, and not what
He was just another phase, and im pretty sure you
learned alot from it. Like i said, dont go looking for the perfect guy
for you just yet, go out and look for an experience, this right here,
i went to church today, i was soo quiet and the whole time, the only thing i wantd to do was cry. i was soo mad at the world and mad at myself because i screwed up.. again. when am i ever going to make it right, kev? 🙁
i don’t get it. i don’t get myself and i don’t get what god’s plans for me are anymore.