there are three things that suck about this scenario right now:
1 i’m typing on my lap since there’s no table
2 this isn’t my computer
3 this the last time i’ll be able to blog in this tiny room right beofre the stairs and still say that i’m home 🙁
yes, lovers. yes, today is moving day and i’m not hyped. i mean, don’t get me wrong, i know we havta move cuz sacrifice for the family and all but i wish we could’ve moved somewhere more civilized. or somewhere where i could actually go out without being followed around by my helper from the fear of me actually buying drugs or whatevr ka buang buang they think i’ll do. i live a crazy life. lmao
anyways, i’m only hyped about moving cuz i’ll be neighbors with people my age for once. lol. angie. haha. and plus, i heard our principal lives in sun valley so, my plan is to seduce him in the middle of the night and convince him to either burn the school down or let me get out of highschool a yer early. lmao. i hate mmch. 😐
we went to the house yesterday. i fell asleep. lmao. i was kinda disappointed cuz i didn’t hear from him. but i guess that’s how guys are. they like this game of “i like you i like you not’s” which is exactly why i pretend not to fall or jump or stumble; whatver you people call it. i’m an alien to this. i like it that way, thankyouverymuch. sorry to anyone who reads this and thinks i’m not being real or whatever but i can’t take the drama. lmao
school’s been hell for me, as usual. we didn’t have academics the whole week so we got away with murder or just bringing phones, ipods and going to school i n pants. lmao. that’s like the only thing i like about that place. getting away with murder. lmao. we only had practices for stupid family day feild demonstration and lingo ng wika practices. and i’m proud to say that we screwed our lingo ng wika dance but it was still cute. lmao.
i’ve lost my voice and my soul from choir practices. i love choir mainly for the reason that i can talk and not talk to anyone. why? because i hate school. i hate the fact that there’s no one to talk to and i don’t have a life there. 🙁 god, i am a loser. lmao. but no, seriously, i need to graduate a year early or swutch schools. my happiness depends on it. lmao.
chabel has to go to family day. if she doesn’t, iknow for sure that i will hate that day and everything else about it. why? because mmch does not compliment my lifestyle in any way whatsoever. i have a life outside those 4 walls the reek “hell” and i do not choose to live this way very long. i’m wildin out after graduation, i swear on my dead fishes grave. lmao.
anyways, i have fucking practice today. i havta be at family park by 8 and it’s 6:35. nah, i’ll take my time. lmao. papa promised he’d get me new pants for family day because i refuse to wear the same pants i wore last year. haha. yes, i still remember what i wore last year. i remember a lot of things. and that should scare you. haha. i’m jp.
*why shouldn’t we be with the one’s we really love? now tell me who have you been dreaming of? 🙂 let see what love can dooo. <3″ – paris fucking hilton. lmao
haha. i’m just wasting time, really. i like sitting in this chair while the sun’s rising and i’m not even tryng to care. this is my life. i don’t wanna let it go 🙁
sun valley is messy and dusty and when it rains, the fucking frogs sing til kingdumb comes. lmao. and i ca’t make love outside cuz everyone there talks. lmao. jp. like i would ever ever ever do that. lmao. but yeah, you get my point. 😐
but i won’t tell the rents that i’m unhappy with their decision cuz i know that this is for everyone. lmao. maybe things’ll be better there. i unno. lmao.
|+| tell me that i’m worth it |+| i love you too. </3 yes,i know it’s a broken heart, dimwitt. lmao