I’ve come to realize once again, that i do not truly know who my TRUE friends are. I’m actually starting to wonder if such a thing actually exists.
Recently, my close friends’ [who was at a point, my best friend but i doubt it anymore] boyfriend threw a party that she “forgot” to invite me to. Well, she ended up not going but everyone else in our group went except for me. I honestly find it hurtful because we see each other everyday and how could she have excluded me. And to add insult to injury, she even told this girl that i HATE about it. I don’t understand how she could have forgotten to tell me when i ride with her going home everyday. EVERYDAY.
i guess it’s just hard to find real friends. Especially when your friends way back from grade school just don’t cut it anymore.
maybe it’s me….