Things have been weird lately. I’m suddenly having these crazy weird random thoughts that make me feel like a complete dumbass after i think them. like this afternoon in class i realized that using soap and water are better than using hand sanitizers. Basically because when you wash your hands the dirt goes away from your body with the water as to when you use a sanitizer, the organisms are still on your hands. Yeah, i told you things’ve been weird.
Also, i’ve been busy with alex trying to make money so we can start our own fashion line. I guess it does get hard sometimes- clash of ideas and everything. Plus, she’s so effortlessly good and it makes me doubt myself because i realize with her and with a lot of people how different i am. Not just in terms of clothes, you know?
Things with Paolo have been so so. but what relationship isn’t like that, right? Sometimes in the middle of really good day i realize why not a lot of people stay last with me like in terms of friendships and everything and i think it’s because i can be really high strung sometimes and i admit most of the time i feel like i don’t need anyone but myself. I don’t know i’m just so weird like that.
Most of my thoughts basically involve me thinking that this city is too small for me and i cannot wait to leave and be on my own and start my life all over again. i wonder when that will ever happen….
Pepper is the only thing that makes me happy in the mornings especially when i get out of the shower because he likes to lick the water off my legs. I told my mom i would marry this dog and she wasn’t even surprised that i said something like that. lol.
i’ll blog some more more often. i actually miss this 🙂
Hey! Are you still on Xanga? I don’t know if this will reach you!