ride on my back like a little bitch, why don’t you?

1. Do you want to go to heaven?

– honestly, i DO want to go to heaven. I mean geez, who wouldn’t want to go to heaven, right? But if i lived my life doing things only because i wanted to be good enough for heaven and JUST that, then i’d feel like a hypocrite.

2. Do you think that the life you live is good enough to go to heaven?

– it’s not a matter of the things i do that i consider to be good enough for heaven or not. mostly, it’s the heart i have when i actually do things. I don’t want my whole life to revolve around doing certain things just for the validity in heaven. i do believe in god despite how hard it is sometimes and i do believe that if he does know me then he’ll see my heart. Even if not all the things i do justify my values and what i really want in life, i still do think that i am worthy to be in heaven if i died right now. i’m just a kid who screws up and chooses to because for me, that’s the best way that i can live life and learn.

there’s no better time to live my life except now, right?

RIGHT!