the ends and not the means

in a few hours i will be 20 years old and my old wish is to be able to feed the psychiatric patients in VSMMC. there are about 150 patients and on the 28th of october my only wish is to be able to show my parents what great an impact these people have on me… if only VSMMC would let me.

i mean, understand how it is to have a specific process and all that shit but COME ON. just for a feeding ya’ll have to make it sooo damn hard for me? i really really hate it. but the means will justify the ends this time. i worked hard for something im passionate about even if i had to drag myself out of bed for it.

my phone is also broken. so fml MORE.

i haven’t turned 20 yet and already, it sucks,.