The honeymoon is over…

I know what it’s like to love someone with all your heart and fear the thought that one day you might wake up lost and clueless because that person isn’t there anymore. But when you fear things like that… what is there to do? or rather… what can you do?

You are so scared that i might find someone else, that you might lose me, etc. but by holding me back and choking me up- it just doesn’t make any of this any easier. sometimes, the more you try to hold on tighter to the person, the more you start to lose them. That’s something i learned the hard way and it’s not something i want you to learn from me because i don’t want to have to go anywhere before it starts to sink into you.

i love you and i want to be with you and for the last time, i’m not going anywhere so stop pushing me away. i hate it.

i can’t keep fighting over the same things. i can’t keep forcing you to believe i’m in this for real if you never want to hear it.

6 thoughts on “The honeymoon is over…

  1. I guess he thinks you’re too good to be true, that’s sweet. But what you say is true, if you reassure him you won’t leave him, he should trust you right? Wish you two luck laaa~~ 

  2. I guess he thinks you’re too good to be true, that’s sweet. But what you say is true, if you reassure him you won’t leave him, he should trust you right? Wish you two luck laaa~~ 

  3. hey la. [still no idea i that was right[ every couple has their own set of issues, right? 🙂 this is ours but it’s getting better to put up with, i guess. haha. how are you?

  4. hey la. [still no idea i that was right[ every couple has their own set of issues, right? 🙂 this is ours but it’s getting better to put up with, i guess. haha. how are you?

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